Ask Me if I Care

Nehemiah 1-3

Devotion by Telva Elwell (South Carolina)

When someone says, “Ask me if I care”, it is generally said in a sarcastic manner, leading us to believe that this individual does not care.  “Why would I care about that?”  (That situation does not affect me.)  “What’s the point?” (Nothing is going to change.) “I have better things to be concerned about.”  (My life is more important.)  “My life is good, so why should I worry about someone else’s troubles?” (Let everyone take care of their own business.) I bet every one of us has said or thought these things at least once in our lives.  I know I have, and sadly, I felt justified in feeling that way.

It was probably an ordinary day in the life of Nehemiah, if there was such a thing for Nehemiah.  After all, he was the cupbearer for a powerful king.  He stood in his presence every day, making sure his needs were all taken care of. It was a cushy job with a lot of perks and great benefits. Lucky Nehemiah, right?   But along comes his dear brother, Hanani, to visit Nehemiah.  It was good to see him, I am sure, but Nehemiah’s life was about to be upended in an unexpected way!  Perhaps foolishly Nehemiah inquired about the Jews (his people) who had survived the exile and the condition of the city of Jerusalem, expecting good news or maybe a simple answer like, “Oh, things could be better” with a shrug of the shoulders.  End of discussion.  Instead, what he heard was, “The remnant there in the province who had survived the exile is in great trouble and shame.  The wall of Jerusalem is broken down, and its gates are destroyed by fire.” (1:3).  Was this Nehemiah’s problem?  After all, it had happened a while ago and now Nehemiah had a great position with the King and lived 800 or more miles away from all of that. Kind of like, out of sight, out of mind. How easily, and perhaps justifiably, Nehemiah could have wished them the best and continued living his happy life.  Who would have blamed him? We would have done the same. Right? Deep inside, Nehemiah might be thinking, “Why would I care about that?”

Instead, however, as soon as Nehemiah heard their words, he “sat down and wept and mourned for days and continued fasting and praying before the God of Heaven.” (vs 4) It is hard to deny the fact that Nehemiah was filled with sorrow and empathy.  But does he really care?  How far will this caring take him?  What can he really do anyway, being that he is working for a powerful king in Persia many miles away from Jerusalem?

Nehemiah could not let it go.  He had to do something. This is where it got tricky for Nehemiah.  He could not just say, “I can’t do anything to help.”  He could not just say, “My work in the palace is more important.”  He had to do something.  So, he went to the King to get his permission to take a leave of absence and to go to Jerusalem. That was the tricky part because the King had every right to refuse his request. Through the work of the Lord, however, the King granted him permission.  Then, because he was ill-prepared to rebuild the wall of the city, he would have to figure out how to accomplish that, and how to lead the band of survivors in that task.  Nehemiah was willing to leave the safety and comfort of the palace for living in a ruined city.  He did so, without excuses as to why he could not build the wall and gates of Jerusalem, and he did it in 52 days because of his faith in the God of Heaven! He did it because he cared.

It is safe to say that we will never be faced with such a monumental task.  Such a task comes seldom, and only to a man like Nehemiah.  But we are faced with important tasks, nonetheless.  People are hurting, they have needs, they need a gentle hand, a listening ear, they need someone to pray for them and with them, or maybe your church has a Sunday School class without a teacher.

We are not Nehemiah, but we can be like him.

We can care.

Reflection Questions

1. Are there times when it is okay to genuinely not care?  Are caring and doing inseparable?  Are there times when it is okay not to help?  Does that mean you don’t care?

    2. What are your first thoughts when you are asked to help with something important?  Do you first think about all the reasons that would make you unable to help? Are all those reasons real or just excuses?  Or do you first consider the ways/solutions that would make you able to help? Is prayer part of your process?

    3. How would have things turned out if Nehemiah had decided he really didn’t care or simply did not want to help?

    Walls

    OLD TESTAMENT: Nehemiah 1-3

    POETRY: Psalm 147

    NEW TESTAMENT: John 19:1-16

    The Berlin Wall. 

    The Wailing Wall. 

    The Troy Wall (famous for the Trojan horse fiasco in Homer’s mythological “The Odyssey”)

    The Wall of Jericho. 

    The Great Wall of China. 

    Seattle’s Gum Wall. 

    These famous walls from history were built primarily to keep enemies out of the territory and protect the residents – with the exception of the touristy Gum Wall, of course. If you live in the USA or are in tune with any of our news, you have probably heard about our Wall, too. The Wall in recent American history refers to a literal wall that was planned to line the entirety of the USA’s southern border with Mexico, and it has been the topic of many a political rant from both political parties. 

    Those of us who are far removed from the concept of once-prevalent city walls and who are not residing near country borders probably don’t comprehend the significance of a wall. Historically, though, city walls were gravely important to the safety of the residents, as they provided a barrier for defense against enemies. The state of the wall often reflected the state of the people who lived within it. In Nehemiah, we read about The Wall of Jerusalem being in shambles, and God’s people were quite broken as well. 

    Nehemiah was the cupbearer to the King of Persia, a very important position; the king quite literally trusted Nehemiah with his life! After Nehemiah received word that the walls of Jerusalem were in major disrepair, he committed himself to prayer; still, the sadness was evident on his face as he went to work. Though Nehemiah was fearful that being sad in the presence of the king could cost his head, King Artaxerxes took pity on Nehemiah and allowed him to return to Jerusalem to rebuild the wall. Not only did the king send Nehemiah with his blessing, but he provided Nehemiah with many provisions for the journey.

    (Interestingly, the text mentions the queen being with the king when he noticed Nehemiah’s unusually melancholy demeanor. Many scholars believe that this queen is none other than Queen Esther! The book of Esther occurred before the book of Nehemiah; the stories are not in chronological order in our Bible. While God definitely used Esther to save his people in the biblical book bearing her name, she was probably also instrumental in allowing Nehemiah to rebuild the wall.)

    I can’t help but think of how comfortable Nehemiah likely had been in his position. He worked in the palace, which allowed for a lifestyle much more posh than the vast majority of the people in the territory of Persia and definitely more comfortable than his relatives in the rubble of Jerusalem. And yet, he was willing to give up everything in order to meet a deep need for God’s people. I just can’t help but wonder if I – if we – would be inclined to do the same? We have an abundance of possessions and time-saving resources: I’ll be the first to admit that I love how my house heats itself on chilly winter days, Walmart grocery pickup is my favorite modern convenience, and Amazon next-day delivery has saved the day on many occasions. Lights, indoor plumbing, DoorDash – we have so much more even than Nehemiah had. Would I be willing to forgo it for a long period of time so I could instead take on a very difficult and dangerous task? 

    And yet Nehemiah ventured into the unknown to lead the charge to repair the wall, knowing that he was forgoing so much comfort, yet unable to settle his soul until he completed the assignment to which God had called him. Nehemiah chose to leave everything so he could rebuild the wall, embracing the burden that God had placed on his heart for his people. He accepted the sins of his people and asked God’s forgiveness on behalf of everyone. Nehemiah stayed focused and kept in touch with God despite adversaries trying to distract him and spoil his plans. 

    Nehemiah focused on the bigger picture – helping his people for years to come. Similarly, we too must have an eternal perspective. One day, there will be a New Jerusalem which will have a wall with 12 gates that will never be shut. Praise God for the hope of the Kingdom! 

    Interesting connections from Nehemiah to the other readings: 

    Psalm 147:2, 13 – “The LORD builds up Jerusalem… He has strengthened the bars of your gates.” 

    In the John passage, the leaders have turned Jesus over to be crucified, which would lead to the fulfillment of Jesus’ words from John 2:19 in which he called himself the temple. (The temple was in Jerusalem). 

    -Rachel Cain

    Reflections:

    *What burdens has God placed on your heart that might require you to figuratively or literally leave your comfort zone? 

    *Are there any “walls” (boundaries) you need to put into place to protect your family or yourself? 

    *Pray this prayer (attributed to Sir Francis Drake) to ask God to help to venture out of your comfort zone and be ready to do the work he has called you to do.