Nehemiah 8-10
Devotion by Telva Elwell (South Carolina)
This chapter, Nehemiah 9, contains the longest prayer in the Bible. No, prayer is not a contest, but sometimes it takes a lot of words to get things off your chest. Other times it only takes a few words to speak your heart to God. When Jesus hung on the cross, he only needed 10 words— “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.” But in Nehemiah’s day in Jerusalem, it took a lot of words to get everything out so that God’s people could express their forgiveness and experience restoration.
And so, they prayed.
Sometimes we need to express our heart in different ways. In Nehemiah 9 it is written that the people expressed their sin, their shame, and their remorse in many ways. They fasted; they wore sackcloth and ashes. They threw handfuls of dirt on their heads; they separated themselves from others; they confessed their sins along with the sins of their ancestors. They even signed a binding contract promising obedience to God. All of these things were important, but it was what they expressed from their hearts that was probably the most meaningful. Often those feelings are expressed without words, but with tears. Peter remembered Jesus’ prophesy, “Before the rooster crows, you will deny me three times,” and after his third denial, Peter “went out and wept bitterly” (Matt 26:75). (See also Rom. 8:26). Tears speak a language our tongues cannot. Nehemiah understood.
When Nehemiah received the report from his brother, Hanani, that the Jewish remnant was in “great trouble and disgrace” and that “the wall of Jerusalem is broken down and its gates have been burned with fire…he sat down and wept…” (1:3.4)
And then he prayed:
“I confess the sins we Israelites, including myself and my father’s family have committed against You. We have acted very wickedly toward You. We have not obeyed the commands, decrees and laws You gave your servant Moses.” (1:6,7)
As I read this prayer, I noticed that these people acknowledged failing their God six times, by disobeying and betraying Him.
- “Our fathers acted presumptuously and stiffened their neck and did not obey your commandments. (9:16)
- “They had made for themselves a golden calf and said, “This is your God…” (9:18)
- “They were disobedient and rebelled against You and cast your law behind their back and killed your prophets…and they committed great blasphemes.” (9:26)
- “They did evil again before You.” (9:28)
- “Yet they acted presumptuously and did not obey your commandments but sinned against your commandments.” (9:29)
- “Even in their own kingdom, and amid your great goodness that You gave them, and in the large and rich land that You set before them, they did not serve You or turn from their wicked works.” (9:35)
And six times they came crawling back, probably wrapped in their sackcloth and covered with dirt and grime. Each time they acknowledged the goodness and greatness of God!
- “But You are a God ready to forgive, gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love, and did not forsake them.” (v17)
- “You in your great mercies did not forsake them in the wilderness.” (v19)
- “Forty years You sustained them in the wilderness, and they lacked nothing.” (v21)
- “According to your great mercies You gave them saviors who saved them from the hand of their enemies.” (v27)
- “Many times, You delivered them according to your mercies.” (v28)
- “Nevertheless, in your great mercies You did not make an end of them or forsake them, for You are a gracious and merciful God.” (v31)
He did not forsake them.
But when will He despair of their sins and wickedness? When will God decide He has had enough? When will He turn His back on His people? When will He turn His back on ME? When will He stop listening to MY prayers of confession? Never. Because that is who He is! He is “a forgiving God, slow to anger and abounding in love.” (9:17) “Nevertheless, in your great mercies You did not make an end of them or forsake them for You are a gracious and merciful God.” (9:31).
“For He will never leave you or forsake you,” (Duet.31:8) NEVER. So, every time that you mess up and dishonor God, pray. Because God forgives.
Every time.
Reflection Questions:
- The people choose to fast when they prayed. Have you ever fasted when you prayed? Did it ever change the experience for you? If you have, what kind of occasions do you think are appropriate for fasting and praying?
- Why do you think the Jews acknowledged God’s greatness and mercy in their prayer of forgiveness?
- Remember Judas’ sin of betrayal of Jesus and later his suicide? Did he show signs of regret? If so, was that the same as confession? Do you think the outcome would have been different if he had confessed, as the Jews did, and then acknowledged the mercies of God? Or was he just too depraved? Did he feel he was beyond being forgiven? Was he too ashamed? Have you ever felt that way?
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